Lost words

Lost words cant be regained
Unless you want to fight beyond fighting words
Words said Lose meaning after awhile
Such words as I love you
Sometimes meant with a full loving heart
Other times used just to fill time, fill space
Words are said to make others cry, smile or become speechless
Are play, are weapon, are dagger threw the heart
Words lost found hurtful heartfelt
Lost words never to be regained

Broken hearts filled with love

Is there another fight in us to pull are broken hearts threw The day you melted my heart I will always remember But does that day matter if we can’t fight for it You have a hold of my heart, I don’t know if I’ll ever have it back If this is my moment to fall apart then I’m going to fall into a million pieces Wait for the moment I stop crying Look up in your heart melting eyes and tell you I love you and I can’t take this pain, I know there to many things to think about, but we need to stop And think about us and what we won’t for us if you want to pull away, Then pull and run, don’t look back I am the sweet and innocent child you broke in many nights ago but will you still see me like that at the end of the day When I’m back to the school yard bully I’m weak with out you, I hope you can see that I’m falling apart at the seams Waiting for you to put me back together please tell me you love me, kiss my forehead and give me a hug I want to know if we can survive threw this all, Can we fight to see the sun rise or are we doomed to live in darkness Hiding are tears from one another I want the sun to rise I want us to smile together, You hold the keys to my heart, my soul Please don’t break my heart.

Muffin? I'm sorry

I'm sorry I couldn't be perfect for you I'm sorry I wasn't around more I'm sorry I had to tell you about Leslie when I was drunk Mostly I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner I watched her hurt you and I did nothing, because of that we stopped talking for awhile I will always love you Know that and never forget it You have kept me alive I wish I could be better, or different or something for you I feel I've failed you as a friend but the truth is your my best friend I'll never forget you I'm sorry that what ever we had didn't work... Or maybe this is how its suppose to work I don't know The truth is I've been in love with you for so long I don't know what to do, I have a boyfriend who I love Yet when ever I talk to you all I can think is how you are perfect This may mess things up a little, I'm just tired of hiding things from you of all people You bring a glow to my face Maybe some day down the road we will have something Or nothing at all For once I want to live in the now not in well tomorrow this might happen Today I love you and today I want to tell you Today you are my muffin If I don't tell you today there my never be a good time to tell you

No poems by me today just a song by Acceptance called Different

Tell myself, on the ride home.

Getting tired, hating all I've known.

Holding on, like it's all I have.

Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.

And you, find it hard to care.

I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.

Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

Got this way, upfront but never true.

God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.

Crashing down, any chance you hear.

Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.

And I don't know what to say, It's fine.

This isn't Hollywood.

So fine, getting in your way.

I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.

Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

I'm taking a chance, this could be different.

This could be all I'm waiting for.

Taking a chance, this could be different.

This could be all I'm waiting for.

I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.

Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

Enjoyment

Fulfillment
Enjoyment
Only the few things
I feel
When I'm in your arms
You make me better

Waiting for that dream

You say you'll call but its all lies
You make me hope, make me wait, I cant wait much longer
You always said you would wait for me
Then why am I sitting here alone waiting for you
I'm only looking for those few words, tell me you love me tell me you care
I'm weak and alone with out you
I wait for your call, for the moment I answer the phone and hear your voice...
I am on top of the world Smiles all around
You make this world bearable, make this world bright
If only you could see what these sleepless nights do to me
I wear your shirt to bed just to rub the pain into my own face
I remember the smell you use to bring to my room early in the morning
When you snuck in threw the window
I still can't lock my door on the slim chance you might come in to visit
As I crawl into bed I hope for pleasent dreams of me in your arms

When the ink runs dry

When the ink runs dry thoughts will be lost

Memories will soon be forgotten

Stores will be lost, will be changed through time when no one cares

Through then generations stores change, villains become the heros

Hero's are forgotten all together

When the ink runs dry all is lost

With out ink there would be no Cinderella stores to tell children

No more world events

When the ink runs dry my world will crumble

I love you

I hate the way you tell me you love me and try so hard to hide your smile I hate the way you bite your lip then once I notice you stop and act all tough I hate the way you act tough but when we are alone your a complete sweet heart I hate when you tell me you'll call me back, and I don't hear from you till the next day I hate the way you never plan anything, and the way your completely random I hate the way you kiss my forehead good night, and the way you hold my hand tight when your scared I hate the way I love you with all my heart, and the way you make me feel weak and defenceless in your arms

Always and forever

I feel I've missed so much, countless days gone by
Not knowing where time goes
Days wasted thinking about you and what could have been
Times gone now, there's no turning back
Its all over, no more words to say, nothing can bring you back to me
The pain will fad with time once that time comes where I no longer think of you I'll see your smile and fall in love all over again
There's someone new in my life, I love him
Yet there will always be you, the ache in my heart
The pain I know so well when you walk away
Waiting for time to end is impossible
I'll live every day hoping your ok, that your happy
Days go by faster then thoughts threw my head
Are life are not story books we can't go back and edit them
Hopefully we can have are happy ending
Even if are life resemble that of Romeo and Juliet I dream we get something better
I'll love you always
I feel I've missed so much, please forgive me for not trying
For not being with you as much as I could
I'll love you forever
I feel your arms around me still, remember me when I'm gone
I will remember you
I'll love you till the day I die