Your touch

My unfinished thought.
I see you before I sleep.
I think of you well I sleep.
Only to be awaken by your touch.
Intoxicating.
Beautiful.

Sleepless night

From this moment on, I love you.
You are so peaceful so innocent.
Completely mine.
You grip your arms around my body,
I can't imagine another where you are right now at this moment.
Your limbs twitch as you lay fast asleep.
In your arms, I never want to leave.
For this moment I am untainted, untouchalbe.
The feel of warmth from your body next to mine.
I want to be your everything
I want to yours and no one else's.

Penguin

All your shit is packed up.
I'll no longer wear your necklace,
Or cuddle with the penguin you gave me.
I won't wear your jacket when I am cold.
With my mascara running I write this,
If you cant trust me, I cant be with you.
I want to share my world with you.
I don't won't to be the only one vulnerable in the relationship though.
I don't want these tears to be cried.
I want to be your everything, I want you to be mine.
I don't want to hurt anymore, I feel safe with you.
If you can't let me in if you can't trust me. I can't be with you.
I want your jacket to keep me warm.
I want to cuddle the penguin you gave me while I sleep.
I feel no bad dream can hurt me when I have you necklace on,
Your ring around my finger and my arms around that penguin.
Right now your hurting me to much.
I'm sick to my stomach with worry.
I don't want to lose you, not yet, not now.
I still want to be with you.
You are my penguin when I sleep,
I am safe when I'm with you.

For Sam!

In a heart beat I would cry if you were to leave me. Now that your gone my heart is saddened, my eyes tear. Days go by my eyes grow tired of crying. I miss you all the same but my eyes are out of tears. At first I wanted to change where I lived to live closer to you. At first I thought you cared as much about me as I cared about you. At first the pain in my heart wouldn't go away. At first you were the only thought in my head. At first I would have changed my world for you. Now I know we both have lost feelings, we don't care less, we just care differently. Now I know if I saw you everyday I might not feel the same. Right now I could have grown to hate you, or I could have grown to love you more then ever before. Now I know the pain won't go away but I can look back and remember the good times with a smile not a broken heart. Now I know you will always be a thought in my head but other thoughts will be there too. Now I know my world has changed because of you, not for you.