Wanting

The feel of your lips next to mine,
My heart beats faster.
I've never been so exhilarated by the feel of some ones lips.
Your finger tips feel there way over my body,
Biting my lip in excitement,
Wanting to scream
Fists tighten waiting for a scream.
Pleasure over comes me.
Only a moan escapes.

The crippling disease

The weight of the world on my shoulders.
I sit here open armed begging,
Take away my curse.
I can’t deal any more.
All of these problems are building, growing.
My mind is full my heart is empty.
Thinking and thinking, how can I fix this?
How can I make this better?
I want to fix your problems
I’m I to give up on my problems?
I want to become a new person.
To be full hearted.
Lift some of this weight.
Let me deal with my problems.
Lift this curse.
Remove this disease.

The smell of Ego

One lonely girl,
I look up, I walk threw the room.
I hold my head high. My untouchable walk.
Smells of cologne fill the room.
A man walks up, looks me up and down.
Walks away, turns around walks back.
As the smell of ego fill the air.
Intoxicating I take one look, I walk away,
Not even thinking twice.
Barbie of girls flutter towards, as
Proud women walk away, untouchable, unbreakable.
As Men concur barbies there egos grow
Concur the barbies dreaming of the proud women
To be a barbie and add to the smell of ego or
To be a proud woman and concur the man ego

Dagger threw my heart

A dagger threw my heart.
Looking back on it, I don't know what to think.
Have I really learned from my mistakes?
Am I doomed to dance the same dance just a new partner?
What am I thinking?
I'm crazy, this won't work.
It didn't the first time how will it this time?
I have a new partner but it's the same dance?
What is age? Is it just a number or is it more then that?
Two years have passed, still the same story.
My heart still aches. What we had was unfinished.
My heart wasn't ready to let go.
I held on to tight, I never really let go.
You're my one unfinished dance.
How I want to see how it ends.
Just knowing you cared even know two years later.
It's an amazing high.
Better then any drug you smoked could give.
I loved to spend days with you.
I would give anything to have that back.
To spend time with my first heart break my only wish.
How I miss your arms.
Same old dance partners change.
Hearts still break.

?Questions?

Are our hands to met?
Or are we doomed to be separated?
Are we to be more then just friends?
Or destine to dance around kisses?
Are our lips to met?
Or are we doomed to dream of it?
You lean towards me, should I kiss you?
Should we make the dreams come true?
I want to know who you want?
What you want?
Are we going to remain friends?
Or will something more become?

Regrets, who I am

Live life now and regret all that's done wrong later.
Live fearless.
If you concur what your most scared off,
Its the things that are most worth it in life.
Fear can trap me, but only for a little while.
Mistakes made me.
Regret is who
I am. I live for the moment, do what's most worth it and look back later.
That's when I regret.
I watch time tick by one at a time.
Tick,
Tick,
Tick,
Tears to my eyes
An ache in my heart.
I miss you.
Regret.
Please come back.
Live now.
Regret later.
What your most scared of is most worth it.
Fear traps you mistakes make you.
Do all can do.
Mess up all you can become stronger,
Learn more be more,
Regret nothing for regrets are who you are.