Till Dreams Come

Late Nights I stay awake tossing turning.
One day I'll get a hang off this night owl thing
But till then I'll steal my little moments with you
The moments I have when your asleep and grab for me
Kiss me, Both off in our own little worlds
But still the joy of you waking to kiss me well I toss and turn
I love you, You are mine and I'm keeping you ass long as you let me
Now I'll put down my pen and paper
Lay down my head and sleep
With your open arms waiting to hold me till dreams come

Good Night Daddy

With my flash light I hide under the covers to read
I poke my head out just enough to see your light on
I know you are still awake I can smell the cigarette smoke
In my over sized pajamas I sneak in to your room
You know I'm there but you don't say anything not yet
I get to where Max the big bad guard dog sleeps
You lean over and say "You couldn't sleep either?"
Laying on the floor with my head resting on max
I look up and I know you'll soon pick me up sit me on your lap
Tell me a story and wait for me to nod off
Now I'm older and I still know that late at night
I can find you sitting listen to old music with a dog at your feet
I know I can still come and see you when I cant sleep either
You are my night owl, and like we say I never mind being a
night owl... its the waking up early that really puts a crick in it.
I love you daddy.

More or Less

Feeling the weight of the world.
Trapped in this house I call a home
Expecting from myself much more then I can give
Trapped here by my own hand
Waiting to surpass what I am
But not knowing who I am
Fear grips my every move
Every day I wake wishing I wouldn’t
I’m never alone and I’m loved
Yet I feel emptiness inside
You see a woman in me
I see a lost little girl not knowing where to go
I feel the hand of another
His voice tells me it’ll be ok
You’re not the only one

A look ahead

As I look in I see a wife defeated, by pain and suffering.
A husband stands a hollow form of what he once was,
too young to waste away to old to be young.
In his eyes I see the him he believes he is.
My father, the wisest, strongest man I know.
Now weak and crippled.
How I had hopes of him walking me down the aisle.
Now I sit at moms side. She is a shell of who she was with him.

Love in the second way

Would you love me if I was dressed up?
Yes.
Would you love me if I hung on your every word?
Yes.
Would you love me if I loved you?
Yes, but your still not asking the right question.
Whats the right question?
Do I love you everyday, even when you in your sweats and my old t-shirt?
Do you?
I do love you, and I would love you even if you didn't love me!

Love in one way

Would you love me if I wore make up?
Would you love me if I dressed girly?
I love you do you love me?
Would you love me if I was always there for you?
Would you love me if I hung on your every word?
It doesn't matter anymore
Do you love me or not
It doesn't matter I don't love you anymore

Found

I've fallen
I thought I hit rock botton
Unseen in the moment I hit
I had fallen out of love with you
but I had found something
I found joy
I found you

I gave you my all

I gave you my love
I gave you my heart
I gave you my all
You through it all away
Now I look for the someone
The someone I use to be
Only to find
I changed

In the middle of the night I wake
To find you next to me
The feel of your body close to mine
Comfort over comes me

Perfect

A perfect day, a perfect night
Our body's grow closer
Warmth grows to sweat
Hands are exploring unseen territory
Slowly they move over curves
They follow limbs to their tips
Our lips touch, feel, want
Whispers and moans fill the air
Darkness covers the room

Sleep

Your an angel
Gently sleeping
Peacefully you turn
And reach for me
I feel your finger tips
Touch my hips
Gently you pull me close
The warmth of your body
lulls me into a sleep
Safe and vulnerable
I sleep

Miss you

Laying awake missing you wishing you where closer
I can’t sleep with out you tossing and turning
Waiting for you to walk through the door
The typical honey I’m home
How I wish you where home with me
Our bed feels so empty with only our dog and me
I make him sleep next to me
Feeling his warmth makes me feel better but still miss you
I want to be selfish and have you all to myself
I love you I don’t want to be with out you
The hours grow later and later
I long for you more and more

Change

To try to change someone
First mistake
To love some one when your heart is broken
Second mistake
To fnd someone no willing to change
Someone not wanting to change you
Prefection

Forgive

You say forgive him leave him powerless over me
The only one not forgiving hurts is me
I lay here next to a man I love
More then any man before
I think I have forgiven
Yes in a way
That works for me I have
I will remember the pain always
But know what I have now is worth more
Then all he ever game me
So I let go of the pain
I let go of the anger
I let go of the hold he has on me
I am a new woman a better woman
With a better man

Mine

I wish I could tell you I couldn't live with out you,
Your touch as much as I push you away I would die if I didn't have you.
You are the piece that makes me whole T
he smoothness in your rough hands could melt my heart
I love you and you are mine and that's the only way
I will have it your my amazing your mine

Your old t-shirt

You eyes pierce my soul. They see my heart
The passion in your lips, the kindness in you touch
Here I am in your your old t-shirt with a shiver down my spine
I know your my one my only, My friend my support my lover
You are mine I am yours

Kodak moment

I lay here next to you reading words I wrote so long ago
About how much I would change if some one would love me
In this perfect moment with my body next to yours
Ran and thunder outside I know you love me for me
That means more to me then all the other someones put together
You are my only one my perfect moment
My kodak picture my everything
I love you and all the corky things you do