Tainted body, tainted dream

At night when I close me eyes, I see his face. I shiver in fear, my eyes cry unjust tears. I hold my penguin a little closer, a little tighter. With every little noise I hear outside makes me scared. I hear a door open I jump up and look to see if a nightmare is about to walk threw my door. My bed a place that once offered me comfort from my fears is now a place I hate to lie. Fear was installed in my place of refuge. Its now distorted. I am now vulnerable. Nightmares I cant wake up from. A night mare that wont go away. My everyday is a nightmare. My every dream is tainted just like me.